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the reason to say goodbye [18 Sep 2005|12:51am]
badboywassup212
[ mood | numb ]

I can do all those thing,
but damn shit some times gets fucked up,
wat are u whereing is my ? to u,
I never stop caring and but always have fun,
u want to come in that is wat i hear,
but if I do it will all become clear,
the thing that I feared was to see your tears.

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I MADE A LAYOUT!!! [14 Aug 2005|05:37pm]
xlight_of_lovex
[ mood | annoyed ]

I made a layout all by myself! :)
If you wanna see it go here test__001

And if you wanna use it, I'll send you the codes for it.
Comment link customization isn't working on it for some reason though...

AND PLEASE COMMENT AND CREDIT IF YOU TAKE IT... IT TOOK ME LIKE 4 HOURS TO GET IT RIGHT.

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[12 Jul 2005|07:21pm]
xlight_of_lovex
[ mood | bored ]

If you people loved me you would update this thing more often.

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[25 Jun 2005|08:11pm]
xlight_of_lovex
[ mood | bored ]

It goes around the world: just NANANANANA
You hear the music playing NANANANANA

I'm so random.

Booo! You whores. XD


I'm just kidding... you know I love you guys.

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[20 Jun 2005|08:49pm]
badboywassup212

HELP CALLING ALL  FRIENDS

my girl mite be movin. to kentucky!!!!!!

i am freaking out!!!!! comment or IM!!!!

PLEASE!!!!!!

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changes [17 Jun 2005|03:05pm]
badboywassup212
[ mood | naughty ]

wassup ya'll long time since my last update.
i took time to get away from the world and do some thinking.
i thought that life shouldn't be wasted and promesses that i have made to my self cant stay on hold.
So i have changed a bit.
i am now taking better care of my self.
i am eating right.
i am on a great workout plan everyday.
and i am thinking of wat i can do to help people seee me.
but that is the only things that i have done.
i am reading and writing stories agian. not short one but long storys i have already filled up 2 or 3 journials
i am working on my mind as well as my body.
but the thing i am the most happy with is that i am now spending more time with my girl.and i told her the other day that i wouldn't mind spending the rest of my life with here.
but i now that some of the ppl who read this dont like sapy things so i will change the subject.

i am going to be at scity stages all day all weekend so it will be a will till i talk to any of yall but i will be back.
o yea i still have my heart the same i didn't change that.
and i still am here to talk to if anyone needs to talk about anything
anytime.

well i will end this here with a thought for everyone.

Life isnt fair sometimes hell it aint fair most the time . but we should never give up. we all have been through rough time and some rougher than others. but never give up. charish your life and the moments lived .thats wat life is the thinging u do in life. if u get knocked down get the hell back up. also another thing .if someone spits in ur face. u look at them and say thanks. the are humans to they have live. just pity them becuase they are have troubles in there life and they dont know how to deal. but remeber if are lives get us down there is always someone there to pick us back up . all we have to do is ask.

peace out
love u laura

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[16 Jun 2005|12:41am]

_jexy_
You know I feel really odd in this...lonely...non-talkative, only G-dale people except me...community. Lol.
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[12 Jun 2005|09:42am]

shortstuf07

Also in my journal, just thought it was that greatCollapse )

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[11 Jun 2005|06:12pm]

_jexy_
Yay, I posted. I feel so cool.
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OK People... [07 Jun 2005|03:34pm]
xlight_of_lovex
[ mood | loved ]

OK People... the whole idea of a community is to post in it once in a while. lol. So post losers!!!! hahaha.

Anyways, today is mine and Patrick's 3month (awwwww) lol. yeah. I love him. *<3*

So I found this awesome song last night that I absolutely adore.

The day has come to an end
The day has come to an end
The sun is over my head
My polyamorous friend
he got me in a mess of trouble again

So ...

Just when you think that you're alright
I'm crawling out from the inside
I never hurt anyone
I never listen at all

They've come to get me again
The cloud is over my head
My polyamorus friend
you got me in a mess of trouble again

So ...

Just when you think that you're alright
I'm crawling out from the inside
I never hurt anyone
I never listen at all

Just stay away from the white light
I say your worst side's your best side
I never hurt anyone
I never listen at all

Well, how do you know?
Well, how do you know?
Well, how do you know?
Well, how do you know?

Just when you think that you're alright
I'm crawling out from the inside
I never hurt anyone
I never listen at all

Just stay away from the white light
I say your worst side's your best side.
I never hurt anyone
I never listen at all

(Let's go)

-Polyamorous.Breaking Benjamin-

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(insert someting witty here) [03 Jun 2005|05:14pm]
xlight_of_lovex
[ mood | calm ]

Me and mom fought yesterday. Big surprise, since my little sister had to go running her big ugly mouth. Gyah I really do hate that little brat.

Anyways, mom made me feel sooooo bad. She was like "Your the best of my 3 kids so far, I just don't want you to get messed up. Whatever happened to the sweet little girl that went to GCA?" I wanted soooo bad to get up in her face and be like "That girl is dead. She was killed when she tried to have a little freedom and you squashed it. She suffocated. She's gone. Get over it." But I didn't.

::Sigh:: things are better now though. She tried to start being a little nicer I think. O well.

Now I have to go.

<333Bye!

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Poems you wouldn't get.... [02 Jun 2005|04:05pm]

_jexy_
Yeah, I wrote these in like two minutes. I'm sure I could do better.


Pardon my words,
Pardon my wisdom.
Pardon the way I love you so.
It's the one thing I want,
To grow old.
It can happen to you,
It can happen to me.
The wind blows,
In the silent trees.
A swish of luck,
A turn and a pluck.
An undiscovered,
Uncharted death.
A way to free ourselves,
From the ghost that haunt these forsaken woods.

-----------------

How happy you could make us,
Is certainly not unknown,
Words can't describe it,
It is too far gone.
I know it would be hard for me,
A straight up challenge it's easy to see,
It's something surely worth while,
I'd surely like to try.
I'd try to do my best,
I'd give you all I could,
I'd try to make you happy,
I'd try and I would.
Your smile would be a gift to me,
Your touch and so much more,
I'd do all I could for you,
Even if I look like a whore.
I'd be very proud of you,
I'd show you off to all,
I'd take you where ever you want,
Even against the law.
What I'm really saying,
Is I'd die to have you here,
Whether everyone is mad at me,
I don't really care.
You would be the change I need,
I wouldn't mind being sore,
I'd give it all away,
Anything I do,
If it means that I will finally get,
A chance to have you.
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Running in ur mined [02 Jun 2005|01:51pm]
badboywassup212
[ mood | relaxed ]

have u ever sat and let everything follow out of u
have u ever let ur mined wonder the world
have u ever meditated so much that u can see u searching around u
u can see trees biulding and everything but ur eyes are closed
have u ever seen without seeing

i am good at meditating
i was sitting on a rock in the woods and i started to let out all my feelings and frustrations. then i saw the forrest around meand i was moving and my eyes were shut. i was the in nirvana.

will i was in my transa i started to picture luara and pictures of her flashed through my mined. i started to think of our future. as i thought i became beside her and she was talking to her and it wasn't a memory of a talk we had she was talking to me like it was actully her. we talked obout thing. then she told me she loved me i said the same to her and i came out of my meditation

i was in the woods agian and i was alone but5 i felt weird.

if u got something to say comment!

i love u luara!!!

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ARRRGGGGHHHH!!! [02 Jun 2005|11:40am]
xlight_of_lovex
[ mood | pissed off ]

Wow. Life is crazy right now!

My mom was telling me how "I'm the best of her three kids, so she expects a lot from me." Great... just what I need. More pressure. Because, after all, teenage life isn't hard enough right now.

I ABSOLUTELY POSITIVELY HATE MY LITTLE SISTER!!! SHE NEEDS TO SCREW OFF AND MIND HER OWN FRIGGEN BUSINESS!!!!!! I HATE HER!!!!!!
Yeah, she told my mom about hmmm lets see:
1) the condoms in Jen's purse
2) Jen's backround on lj... mother doesn't "approve of such things"
3) Rusty's lj... the whole 1,2,3 thing. arrrggghhh!!!
4) Ashley's icon for AIM (it had cussing on it... GASP!!!!)


Wow I want to shoot her right through her fat ugly little face right now. I wish she would just go away and leave me alone!!!


Sorry bout that guys. I had to vent. I'm better now, though still thouroughly pissed. :]

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[02 Jun 2005|10:06am]

shortstuf07
Ok yeah, so now I'm posting in this community thingy. WoW.
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Ever held someone in your arms as they dye [01 Jun 2005|09:45pm]
badboywassup212
[ mood | relaxed ]

i had a dream that i was traped and a girl helped me out

then she was shot and a grabed her as she fell

i held her as she died and we talked and i cryed then i woke up screaming

i had tears runing down my eyes i was crying

it disterbed me so much tat i have been meditating on it all day

if anyone has something to say comment

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just there where? [01 Jun 2005|04:45pm]

one_step_dead
[ mood | bitchy ]

Oi,
Jecca you got on my lj name and made me a member and i dont really feel deleting it, it takes too much time out of my oh so busy schedule so theres no harm and helping you out because you are alone and no one will ever love you and all you have believed your whole entire life is a complete lie...
ANYWAYS.



i like the song ohio is for lovers by hawthorne heights

here it is

Hey there
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all
Where you are and how you feel
With these lights off as these wheels
keep rolling on and on
(And on and on and on)
Slow things down or speed them up
Not enough or way too much
(And on and on and on)
How are you when Im gone?

And I can't make it on my own
(And I can't make it on my own)
Because my heart is in Ohio

So cut my wrists and black my eyes
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight or die
Because you kill me
You know you do, you kill me well
You like it too, and I can tell
You never stop until my final breath is gone

Spare me just three last words
I love you is all she heard
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever

Spare me just three last words
i love you is all she heard
I'll wait for you but i cant wait forever

And I can't make it on my own
(And I can't make it on my own)
Because my heart is in Ohio

So cut my wrists and black my eyes
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight or die
Because you kill me
You know you do, you kill me well
You like it too, and I can tell
You'll never stop until my final breath is gone

You (you)know you do, you kill me well(kill)
You like it too, and I can tell(me)
You'll never stop until my (well)final breath is gone

So cut my wrists(you) and black my eyes(kill)
My final breath is gone(me)..(WELL)
And i cant make it on my own
Because my heart is in ohio

So cut my wrists and black my eyes
(CUT MY WRIST AND BLACK MY EYES)
So i can fall asleep tonight or die
Because you kill me
You know you do you kill me well
You like it to and i can tell
You'll never stop until my final breath is gone

You know you do you kill me well
You like it to and i can tell
You'll never stop until my final breath is gone

You know you do you kill me well
You like it to and i can tell
You'll never stop until my final breath is gone

You know you do you kill me well
You like it to and i can tell
You'll never stop until my final breath is gone

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Hellllppp! [01 Jun 2005|03:18pm]
xlight_of_lovex
[ mood | wondering... ]

I forgot to say so in my last entry, but I could really use some help with this.

I want to make the community all prettyfied and whatnot, but I unfortunately am not that skilled with computers. haha.

Any help would be GREATLY appreciated!!! I will be sure to give full credit to anyone who decides to help me out.

TKX!!!

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[01 Jun 2005|02:57pm]
xlight_of_lovex
[ mood | bored ]

Yay! I created a community! I'm excited!

Hmmmm now what shall I post about in this new community?


How about just a completely random thought? Sound good? Yes? ok.

I'm super bored. That's actually why I made this community.

^^There you have it. Random thought of the day, posted by yours truly.^^

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